Identity Crisis

I know what it is I am going through...an idenitiy crisis. I realized this driving home today from a doctors appointment. I guess you go through things like this at different stages of your life such as getting married, having kids, and just plain growing up.

What are my hobbies?
What are my likes/dislikes?
Why do things I used to like seem so trivial?
Who are my true friends?
What does my future hold?
Why does it seem harder to look good now that I'm getting older?

Only time will tell...

Here's a song I heard on the way home that I think is truly amazing. Listening to the song I found myself asking God to forgive me for not always putting him as my #1 priority. I found myself asking God to guide my life, my decisions, my family and my journey for self-discovery.

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross for my sins. Thank you for always forgiving me and THANK you for your unconditional love. I promise to get my life in order and always give you my whole heart.

The Motion by Mathew West

This might hurt, it's not safe
But I know that I've gotta make a change
I don't care if I break,
At least I'll be feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

No regrets, not this time
I'm gonna let my heart defeat my mind
Let Your love make me whole
I think I'm finally feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of this life

'Cause I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way ('cause I don't wanna go through the motions)
take me all the way (I know I'm finally feeling something real)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way (I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go)
take me all the way (through the motions)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions